One Tree Hill Fans ONLY

IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THE PREVIOUS EPISODES - ESPECIALLY TONIGHT'S - PISS OFF!

I am not a fan girl over anything... Except One Tree Hill. I cannot describe my feelings towards this episode - or even season. All I know is, at the end of episode 9 (tonight's) I had a panic attack. I couldn't breathe, I wanted to cry but nothing came out, I was dizzy and I kept biting my fingers to keep from screaming.

I swear to you guys, I never act like this towards anything. EVER. But this nights episode, UGH, I just CAN'T! I am just going to do a quick recap of the episode before I express my feelings. If you haven't seen it yet, I suggest you leave.

Nathan is still missing, and Haley has had it hard. She was called to the morgue to identify a body which was thought to be Nathans. After looking at it, she confirmed it wasn't his, and went home crying from relief. When entering the door, she was a distraught Deb sitting on her couch. They had a talk about Dan, and Haley's feelings toward him. Later on in the show, Haley Goes to the police station and has a mini freak out of a police officer - THE SAME OFFICER INVOLVED IN NATHANS KIDNAPPING. Deb escorts her out, and they talk about how Dan is there only hope. In the final minutes of the episode, Haley goes to Dan's trailer, asking him what he knows. It cuts as she sits down next to him.

Clay isn't any better with his recovery, but his relationship with Logan is growing rapidly. Though, at a session with his therapist - after flying and breaking Logan's plane with Logan - he recaps the night Sarah died. He gets to where the paramedics take her out, and after that, he can't remember anything. As he storms out of the office, he passes Logan's room. There, Logan is playing with his air plane, when Clay finally remembers what he as trying so hard to forget. It goes to a flashback the night Sarah died. Clay walks down the hall to a nursery, where a little baby boy is laying in his crib, with a plane mobile above the crib, and "Logan" painted on the wall. Clay then realises that Logan is his son, and goes back to the doctor, who stated that he told Clay multiple times, but Clay always suppressed it. At the final minutes of the episode, Clay leaves and Quinn finds him at the house, and he is beginning to tell her about his "break through" when the scene cuts.

Xavier is now released from prison and is taunting Brooke. From eating at her cafee for talking about applying for a job. In a scene, Julian kicks Xavier out of the cafe telling him he'll kick his ass if he comes near the family again. Not much else happens, but in the final minutes of the episode, Brooke and Julian are hugging, and Julian sees Xavier watching through a window. Julian runs outside to confront him, but he is gone.

Dan is still searching for Nathan. After finding the symbol thing on the wall, in Nathans video to home, he goes to prison and talks to one of his old "friends" who has the same symbol tattooed on his arm. He helps Dan as much as he could, giving him possible names. When Demetri is a possible one, Dan remembers back to his confrontation with the drug dealer that attacked Clay and Quinn - who is also involved with Nathan.He remembers the drug dealer talking to some one with that name . When the prison friend warns Dan Demetri is dangerous Dan leaves to go "talk" to the drug dealer, but Julian stops him, saying they need a plan first.

Now the big stuff. Chase and Chuck. It's Chase's last night before needing to leave, but he is worried about Chuck, and the bruise from last weeks episode. Kris Keller tells Chase not to worry, or jump to conclusions, and that when Chase is gone he'd watch over "kid keller". Chase doesn't listen, though, and goes to Chucks house. Chucks mom answers saying Chuck isn't home, but Chase wants to talk to her. He tells her about the bruise, and she looks back, and tells him he needs to leave. Just then Chucks dad opens the door wider, telling Chase to back off and stay out of it, and that he doesn't want to see him any more, proceeding  with closing the door. Chase stops the door and says "Well if I find that the bruise came from any thing but the bike, I will sure be back. And it won't be this formal" and then walks away. Later that day, Chase is searching what would happen to him if he kicked Chucks dads ass, and Kris again tells him to back off. Chase agrees, but says that he is Just going to say bye to Chuck. When he reaches the house, he hears yelling between Chuck and his dad, followed by slapping. Chase quickly opens his trunk and grabs a crow bar. Chuck runs out of the house, into Chase's arms. Chase tells him to stay there, goes into the house, and you can see the silhouette of his repeatedly hitting Chucks dad with the crow bar. At the end of the episode, Chase is being put into a police car - looking all petrified, blood splattered on his face, and a sad/angry Chuck looking at him.

It is was happened with Chase that made me freak out. I have always had a soft spot for him, so it was just kjshfskfjslkhfaskjfhsadjhfsdhfjskd SCARY.